This is the fun part

While I was duly disappointed that confetti did not, in fact, rain down at the exact same moment as “Offer” appeared in my inbox and I was even more peeved to learn that despite just receiving a book deal I had to, yanno, actually do work that day (the nerve, I tell you!), I nevertheless was super excited to get to celebrate with friends and family.

I got my “yes” in the form of an email on a Monday morning with the subject line “Offer for Alive.” It was a huge surprise since we were actually waiting for the book to go to an acquisitions meeting at another house that week and so I hadn’t been expecting much just then. I won’t lie. I think I got through about half of the email before calling Rob. Which was quickly followed by calls to my parents–I had to track down my mom through a friend of hers that was visiting because I didn’t want her to be the last to know!–and my critique partner, Shana.

Since that was the day that I knew my book would be a book (!!!), we had a few friends over for pizza and champagne.

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And later that week, I was lucky enough for one of my sweet friends to come down for even more champagne!

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And Emily gave me this:

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Which was, of course, only subtle peer pressure to go with her favorite company…

And then, for reasons mostly unrelated to the adorable Mickey sitting next to my laptop, I DID decide to go with Disney! And since the official Publishers Marketplace announcement is out, here it is:

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Chandler Baker’s debut ALIVE, pitched as in the vein of Gayle Foreman and Lauren Oliver, about a girl recovering from a heart transplant, whose recovery (acclimating back to home and school life) also introduces disturbing side effects and hallucinations that haunt her every day, as she soon discovers the line between life and death is more fragile than even a girl with a replacement heart could imagine, to Emily Meehan at Disney-Hyperion, with Laura Schreiber editing, at auction, by Daniel Lazar at Writers House on behalf of Nick Harris at The Story Foundation.

This is kind of a big deal

I promise I have thought about writing this post for-literally-ever, but now that it’s here I have no idea how to go about it. So here’s what I have to say:

Once upon a time (okay, let’s call it 2008), I wrote a book. It wasn’t very good. So I wrote another book and I signed with the amazing agent, Dan Lazar at Writers House. This book went out to editors and it was close, but not quiiiiiittteee close enough.

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Ugh

And that when that book didn’t sell, it hurt. I spent the next several years ghostwriting. And I learned a ton and gained a lot of confidence and felt like a “real” writer. But still, these books weren’t mine. And they sure as hell didn’t have MY name on them.

So, in September, I started writing another book. In fact, I turned in a draft of this book exactly 2 weeks before my wedding (yes, my husband is a patient, patient man) and, well, it needed some work. So after revisions upon a few revisions, finally it was ready. And so began the longest (read: actually not very long) wait of my life. I have never wanted something so badly and yet worried so much it wouldn’t happen. I could think about nothing else other than if my book would find a home, but I told no one.

But then, something crazy happened. Someone liked the book. And not just in the like-it-but-don’t-love-it way. The ‘but’ was conspicuously absent and so I went from total meltdown mode to…

And then another someone liked the book and I was all like…

And then yesterday day happened. And yesterday I got to talk to my (OMG) new editors and after that we officially accepted a book deal from…..wait for it…wait for it…

DISNEY-HYPERION!!!!

I die. Seriously. I can’t believe this is happening, y’all.

Disney will publish my debut young adult novel, currently titled ALIVE, sometime in early 2015. I am still pinching myself. This is truly a dream come true and I couldn’t be happier to join the Disney-Hyperion family. I also couldn’t imagine a more perfect place for me and for my book and, yeah, I can’t wait. I’m freaking out!

Now, if you’ll please excuse my extreme sappiness while I Oscar-speech this moment:

There are a million, zillion people to thank, but I wanted to send special thanks to these people:

To my agent, Dan Lazar, for not giving up on me. To Emily Meehan and Laura Schreiber, my new editors at Disney, for loving this book and making my dream come true.

To Shana Silver and Jen Hayley who have listened every step of the way over the past 5 years. I wouldn’t have survived with you. To those who read Alive–Chris Von Halle, Jen Maschari (and probably a few others I’m forgetting) and gave invaluable feedback and encouragement.  To the Hopefuls and AW peeps. To Nick Harris, Tabitha Schick and The Story Foundation for your endless enthusiasm for the book and for believing in me. To Charlotte Huang for coming in as a new, but wonderful part of my everyday writing life and keeping me motivated. To all of my law school girls–Kelley, Emily, Sara and Christine–who have been incredibly & irrationally supportive. To my parents for instilling in me a love of books and for believing in me. And to my husband, who lives with my writerly quirks every day, who stomachs an alarming amount of book talk and does so much for me without complaint so that I can sneak time to write.

In short, I’m incredibly blessed to get to do the thing I want to do.

More details to follow, along with pictures of the celebrations that have been going on in my household over the last few weeks. But for now…

YOU GUYS, I’M GOING TO BE AN AUTHOR!!

Oh wait, no this:

Recently…

Here’s a quick look at what I’ve been up to recently:

I have…

 

…had a call with my agent about new books and projects

…started writing a new YA for which my agent’s enthusiasm has gotten me incredibly excited

…started co-writing a cute, new MG book

…read The Secret History and Paper Towns

…participated in a book club

…gotten half way through David Levithan’s Every Day

…caught up on my Nerdfighter videos

 

 

Reconstructing Amelia

 

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From Amazon’s book description:

In Reconstructing Amelia, the stunning debut novel from Kimberly McCreight, Kate’s in the middle of the biggest meeting of her career when she gets the telephone call from Grace Hall, her daughter’s exclusive private school in Park Slope, Brooklyn. Amelia has been suspended, effective immediately, and Kate must come get her daughter—now. But Kate’s stress over leaving work quickly turns to panic when she arrives at the school and finds it surrounded by police officers, fire trucks, and an ambulance. By then it’s already too late for Amelia. And for Kate.

An academic overachiever despondent over getting caught cheating has jumped to her death. At least that’s the story Grace Hall tells Kate. And clouded as she is by her guilt and grief, it is the one she forces herself to believe. Until she gets an anonymous text: She didn’t jump.

Reconstructing Amelia is about secret first loves, old friendships, and an all-girls club steeped in tradition. But, most of all, it’s the story of how far a mother will go to vindicate the memory of a daughter whose life she couldn’t save.

 

Reconstructing Amelia was recently featured in this article of Entertainment Weekly and therefore basically everyone ever is talking about it. It’s being tauted out as this year’s Gone Girl (high praise) and so I basically had to read it, being the rabid fan of Gone Girl that I am. Plus, I was determined, this time, to get myself a good seat on the bandwagon (not one of the lame ones at the back) so I finished it up this weekend and, I have to say, it earned its buzz.

Now, this is Kimberly McCreight’s debut and, I think perhaps I could feel a bit more of the debut-ed-ness in this book than in Gillian Flynn’s Gone Girl. Not that this is necessarily a bad thing. It’s just a thing. And at the beginning of my reading experience, I felt that the Gone Girl comparisons were actually a disservice to the book since it led me to expect Gone Girl Part II in many respects. But this isn’t. It wins crossover appeal in splitting its point of view characters between adult Kate and her fifteen-year-old daughter, Amelia. So you have a solidly YA plotline alongside the story of Kate as she tries to clear the name of her daughter, who has ostensibly committed suicide at school. Amelia’s point of view covers what happened leading up to the time of her death.

McCreight also uses Facebook, texts and emails to break up the various narrative. Honestly, at first I was worried that I’d find this a rather cheap trick. But I actually found myself looking forward to the short-interspersed pages of texts. And they contained a nice mystery in themselves.

The truth of the comparison between GG and Reconstructing Amelia lies in the authors’ ability to build compelling relationships and gradually unravel them. In Reconstructing Amelia, everyone has a secret and I was genuinely surprised by the reveals that took place with surprising regularity (meaning not just as the end). Another truly impressive feat–I honestly did not know what happened to Amelia until the author was ready for me to know. Rarely have I been so surprised by an ending.

For my lawyer-friends, McCreight is a former lawyer at big NY law firms and there are plenty of veiled references to Above The Law, mommy guilt and summer associate programs that you can quietly smirk at.

By about 60% through, I had started packing my Kindle with me, reading at stoplights while my husband drove, peeking at the pages as I blowed dried my hair. My husband had to actually issue a warning to me not to take the book into dinner with our friends on Saturday night (not that I would have–swear). I ended up waking up extra early on Sunday morning to finish and then promptly going back to bed. I take my Sunday morning sleeping pretty seriously, so let’s just say–it’s that good.

Like Choosing Between My Children

A sad thing happened this weekened. I finished my last John Green book. That’s right, I’ve now officially read them all. What’s a girl to do? I’ve been anxiously following the TFIOS movie updates and perusing the Vlogbrothers videos for any hint that John might be near the completion of a new novel (unfortunately, it sounds like he’s currently just struggling to get something down on paper). So now, all I have to do is sit and wait and contemplate the greatness of his current body of work.

Which got me to thinking, which John Green book is best and which is the worst? Of course, they are all genius in their own way, but I mean, okay, if I had to choose, what would be the order?

Here’s my John Green list, what’s yours?

1. The Fault in Our Stars. I can’t help it. I know it’s not his Printz winner (and disclaminer: I didn’t read the Printz winner last year), but I feel like it should have won! This book is a masterpiece. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.

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2. Looking for Alaska. This was a tough choice between #2 and #3. But ultimately I went for Looking for Alaska because I love the Famous Last Words trope and I love the mysterious end and the way the book is set up as a certain number of days “Before” and a certain number of days “After.” Is it possible to read a John Green book and not learn something? The way out of the labryinth of suffering is to forgive.

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3. Will Grayson, Will Grayson. Okay, if you’re a purist, this is half-written by David Levithan. But I mean, yeah, it’s half-written by David-freaking-Levithan, so….  Tiny Cooper may be one of the best fictional characters ever. Also, I finally learned about Schrodinger’s Cat! Keeping the box closed only keeps you in the dark, not the universe.

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4. An Abundance of Katherines. I think this might be a controversial choice over #5, but I guess I’m just a rebel like that. Hear me out, though. This book actually made me kind of interested in math. MATH, people. So, you see what an amazing feat that is, right? Plus, there is something really funny about a failed child prodigy. Books are the ultimate dumpees.

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5. Paper Towns. Last and, well, I guess for some reason least ot me, Paper Towns. This is the book I just finished. And while it actually has my favorite John Green underlying “idea” (people are more mirrors than windows) and I loved learning about Walt Whitman, the actual story was my least favorite. Still. Choosing between JG books is like choosing between my favorite between my children (which, um, I don’t have yet, but you get the picture.)

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Shiny & New

After weeks of brainstorming and pitching and waiting for the right idea to finally rise to the surface, I finally have a new project! Last week, I sent Agent Dan 4 pitches and he chose one. I now have to flesh it out a bit and send him some more info on it, but I’m so glad to have something to focus on again in earnest. It’s been awhile since I’ve worked on something new, so this is exciting!

And, if you read last week’s post about writing a list of everything that ”lights your mind on fire,” I actually get to write about something with almost everything on that list! Unreliable narrators, dueling POVs and, ok, there aren’t any serial killers, but there is a very gruesome murder, so I’ll be free to get all of my true crime love and knowledge out on the page.

Don’t you love this time where you can pretend that THIS will be the book that goes perfectly smoothly? I’m sure I’ll never get stuck once! The whole plot will fall into place! The characters will all make total sense to me!

Blissful ignorance…

Top Ten Tuesday: Books I Recommend the Most

Recommending books can be stressful–especially when you’re continuously trying to win over converts to the “Written Word.” But this week’s Top Ten Tuesday assignment asks for our go-to recommendations and our commentary that go with them. Here are mine:

10. The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkein - If you’ve wanted your whole life to read The Lord of the Rings but seem to never get around to it, try The Hobbit. Honestly, it’s my favorite of the 4. Is that blasphemous? It’s just a good time read with lots of adventure at a quick clip. And I’d choose Bilbo over Frodo any day.

9. Looking for Alaska by John Green – If you want to read another John Green book, but aren’t sure what, this is a good go-to. It won the Printz. It’s beautifully written with one of Green’s signature tropes. Basically, you won’t regret it.

8.  The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein – If you love dogs you have to love this! Even people that hate to read love Art of Racing in the Rain. Plus it’s relatively short so people will fly through it unexpectedly.

7. Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins - So much less fluffy than it sounds. Perfect beach read. Perfect read period. Especially if you’re contemplating any European travel.

6. Forest of Hands and Teeth by Carrie Ryan – Literary zombie book. I mean, even the title, right?

5. Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher – such a great high concept premise, it sells itself. Suicide note, a message for each person that contributed to said suicide on each side of the cassette tape. I read this in one sitting. A great YA read for our generation of YA.

4. Divergent by Veronica Roth – If looking for high action and want to get on the YA dystopian bandwagon, this is a great place to start. You and your friends will be talking about which faction you belong to for weeks.

3. Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver – This is my writer girl crush. This book is so unexpectedly good. Honestly, you wouldn’t expect a Groundhog’s day premise to take on such meaning. But Oliver captures high school perfectly. It’ll certainly bring back memories–though maybe not fond ones.

2. Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn – Unreliable narrators, a dissection of relationships, plus a thriller. Unputdownable

1. The Fault in Our Stars by John Green – If you don’t cry during this you may be a robot.